I was so happy to hear M. is gonna be posing for me again. I love interaction. I love to be able to be behind the camera only. to only worry about directing and composing the picture. I'm excited about it because lately, I've been falling into insanity. Taking pictures like crazy but just for the sake of it. I've been questioning myself and I want to go a little step ahead this time. I want to photograph pleasure and guilt at the same time. let's see how's gonna go.
It was good to be out the whole weekend. Walking different times of the day/night, ruling where I stood. Leaving traces of what my mind's been plotting: taking over your reason.
Every now and again I'm swinging moods. The past week was the closest I could get to the good well behaved girl. the repressed thought that turns into physical strength.
myth.
a joke.
lies.
training to the day I turn a corner and see you going my way.
a slap on the face, I want you to feel your skin burn when you think of me. Like I used to blush everytime I'd hear your voice, I want you to feel restrained by the invisible ropes around you. the ones you thought you'd use to get me. too late now. too late.
quick,
right over here...
under my skirt
against the wall,
you'll think you're in luck
are you?
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