the wisdom tooth

After spending the last 5 days in pain, I went to the Hospital today. "your wisdom tooth is coming out and its just ripped your gum. you've got an infection". it is so painful. Under antibiotics and loads of water, juice and soup. all drank with the little help of my colorful straws.

I waited for a little while to be seen. I can't help but feel uncomfortable surrounded by strangers in pain and not being able to do anything about it. It's a weird situation and that's why I avoid going to doctors or hospitals at any times. If I do, I just hide in the corner and try to pretend I'm not there. Yep, I'm weird like that. I just really hate hospitals. I had one of Anais Nin's diaries with me so that kept me busy. It's the second time I read it and everytime I do it so, it all sound so fresh and meaninful. It's like my personal little "bible". so many thoughts and wisdom in there. so positive, honest and inspirational, specially if you're a woman.

I just got to the conclusion that I'll never get to finish any of my favorite books. I take such a long time to read them, and the closer they get to the last pages, the slower i get to read them. I think my procrastination is totally dissimulated. I'm not a lazy reader, just love to "enjoy" some words in a very intimate way; I like to know there's always gonna be a wise word or two near my bed any now and again I can't sleep or need inspiration.