I've lied.
to myself, to everyone around me who tried to squeeze truth and honesty out of me.
I've trapped my tiny intelligence in a room not even a single thought would fit in.
I've burned every piece of furniture i used as a seat, to rest, to wait, until wait was no more and all I did was to waste time. mine. yours. same as mine.
The words i cant say out loud mix with the words i wish id hear.
so lost, so lost now either i go back to where i came from, or i go nowhere at all.
there's no middle ground. there's no middle terms, there's no comfort zone anymore. i just wish your forgiveness comes whenever the words i dont want to hear, come out of me.
i do love you the way you know it.
